CLICK HERE FOR THOUSANDS OF FREE BLOGGER TEMPLATES »

Monday, April 09, 2007

I need to cheer up!

Okay I was going to do todays fun Monday but I think I am going to forgo this week. I have to much on my mind serious stuff you know I just can't get into it.

Izzak is away at outdoor school. A week away with the other 6th graders in the school. I am hoping he enjoys it but I know right now they are being dowsed in rain. Also this is the school and students he has had so many problems with this year and it just leaves me a little paranoid. I am worried about getting a call because he gets hurt or has an anxiety attack and being so far away from home may make it harder on him. He has new medicine to take for when one comes on but I didn't feel comfortable sending it with him as it can really knock him out and he doesn't really need that!

Also, I had my annual physical appointment last Friday. You know girls the one we all look so forward to every year :(! Anyway everything wasn't perfect. The dr didn't like the size of my uterus he said its more then twice the size it should be and sent me in for an ultrasound today. It freaks me out because my dads mom died of uterine cancer when she was in her late 30's. Thats just one of the things that freaks me out. My dad was an orphan when he was Izzaks age and I hate the thought that he could ever lose even one of his parents. Or the other kids as well. I had the ultrasound though and they took a lot of measurements of things. I can't read those things though and the person doing the ultrasound can't say anything so now I am just waiting for a call when its read to tell me if I have anything to worry about. Really it just scares me and honestly I don't need anything else wrong with me right now.....

Not to mention our plans for moving to Alaska obviously something like that would really throw that one off and that is one of those things that is getting me through the work days right now is thinking that we will move soon and I won't have to go to that job.

17 people had something to say:

frannie said...

oh, honey! I am so sorry that you are dealing with all of this.

I hope everything turns out ok with the dr's office. PLEASE keep us informed. you will be on my mind and in my heart! (as will Izzak)

Wendy said...

Terri- be sure to trust God has everything under control. I know it is always easier said than done, but know that we too are praying for you. Please keep us updated!!!

scribbit said...

Last thing you need is another worry. I'm sure everything will turn out fine--I wish I could take your worrying on so you wouldn't have to. I'm a very fine worrier, if there was an Olympics for worriers, I'd be the Mark Spitz of worrying :)

Beccy said...

Terri you poor thing, I hope you get the phone call soon and that the news is good. You're in my thoughts.

PortraitofPeter said...

Having worked in Hospital Pathology - before I moved onto Neurological Research.

You can be assured Medical Specialist will be looking closely at the results of your ultrasoundscan.

It is stressful time waiting and may you know that in prayer as well as in thought - you have so many sincere "blogging friends" here for you.

Take care

PortraitofPeter said...

I forgot to add I'm sure Izzak will have a wonderful time - where there is water - Izzak loves!!

Keep focused.

Peter

ChrisB said...

terri we'll pray its good news when you get the call
you are in my thoughts (hugs)

Steffi said...

Oh Terri,I agree with all others .I pray for good news for you and hope you get the call soon!Waiting is very stressful!

elena jane said...

prayers all around terri! i bet izzak is having a fab time too!! :)

Amy W said...

My prayers for you that all will be okay...keep us informed.

And I bet Izzak is having a blast too...

nailgirl24 said...

Thinking good thoughts for you Terri!! Hang in there and I'm sure Izzak is having a blast.

Heather said...

Hi Terri
I pray for the Peace of God to fill you as you wait for this call. Please remember to keep your mind focused on Him...
I bet Izzak is having a great time my dear! Just relax and don't let the worry take over... I try to keep my mind occupied when I've gone thru similar things! Take care...
Heather...
ps
my first thought was.. oh dear I need to get over there and help her out but then realized "oh yeah, she doesn't live here, I've never met her"... I feel as though we've become friends even though we haven't met.

Emma in Canada said...

I would be scared myself...it is always the waiting that is the worst. Hopefully, it will be nothing or something easily dealt with.

PortraitofPeter said...

Thank you so much for your very knd comments.

My thoughts and prayers are with you at this moment.

Blessings

Peter

Debbie said...

Oh dear. I sure hope you get good news soon.

Here's something cheery. I have given you a Thinking Blog Award. I know you already got one, but here's another because I like reading ya so much. :) Check out my blog to get it...again!

alaskamommy said...

I've stumbled to your blog somehow, and saw that you are moving to my state this summer. There are several great homeschool programs here in Anchorage if you're interested (I saw lots of comments about your son's schooling), and lots of great churches. Visit my blog and write me if you want any info, Lord willing maybe we'll even meet someday.

alaskamommy said...

my blog is www.thefamilyandmore.blogspot.com